IUD/HEART ATTACK!!!!!!!! Updates!!!!!
Jun 12, 2019
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good morning you guys and welcome to
Wednesday why I have been on a roll
lately with getting my videos out um no
I am on my way right now to go pick up
oli cuz we had to take a car to the lot
and then I have my appointment today you
guys at 1:45 to have my Mirena taken
back hours
I am so enough you forward to this I
really am NOT you know I was really
hoping that it would work and that it
would you know do what it was supposed
to do but because when the doctor put it
in and he couldn't get it like even like
bolt not even he couldn't get it in far
enough because
you just have any problems so it's not
far enough up so it's just kind of like
there but it's not there like it's not
doing a job at this point right now I
could technically once get pregnant and
- it's not doing anything for my
endometriosis at this point I don't
think I don't think so because that's
why they were saying that they would
have to go in they were going to
surgically have it removed and then
insert another one while I was under
anesthesia because they would have to go
further up and they'd have to use an
ultrasound but I opted not to do that
route because one I really don't want to
be put under I really don't you know
every time you're put under is just it's
scary you know and I have been put under
so many times within the last few years
because of different surgeries and
things like that that I you know I just
I don't feel comfortable with it and you
know another thing is - is okay well if
it didn't give in correctly the first
time not by my doctor's hands like he
didn't do anything wrong it was how my
my body is built that he could not get
it where he me to go but I mean him
alone he's an awesome doctor so how does
nothing to do with ever clearly I'm
going back to him he's an awesome doctor
he was my doctor when I was pregnant
with Omar so he's just he's an amazing
doctor but and I couldn't say any any
bad things about him cuz he's awesome
but you know that was his other option
was we could get it and just have it
surgically put in
while I was under but I just like I said
hold on honey but I was just saying like
I don't want to be put under one and two
I'm just afraid if he doesn't get it put
in the right spot again then or it moves
once he does get it put in the right
spot then I'm gonna have to redo this
again anyways and I just you know I I
really contemplate on it I really
thought about it and I just was like you
know I just don't feel at peace about it
so I decided no I'm not gonna have it
put back in although I so I have to go
in today and have it removed and I am so
not looking forward to it especially
because if it has floated anywhere else
than where it was that means he's gonna
have to go further up and that's gonna
hurt so bad but I gotta do what I gotta
do
yes my love buck you're sick what's
wrong honey
do you feel like you're gonna throw up
no are you HOT it's 90 degrees here
today you guys it feels really good like
it's not it doesn't build 90 degrees but
it is 90 degrees but s.r.o likes her
window down omar likes his window down
or up but he wants cool air she doesn't
want cool air I'm fine either way so I'm
trying to meet him in the middle but I
don't know he might be getting carsick
from the heat okay we'll turn the cool
air on here in a minute okay so anyways
back to what I was saying so we I opted
to go ahead and have it removed no go
ahead go ahead go go I opted to have it
taken out and then I talked to ollie
this morning we sat down and talked and
I told him that I am gonna go ahead and
go ahead sorry that I'm going to go
ahead and get the depo shot because eh I
am not in a position right now that I
want to get pregnant I don't I'm not I'm
just not and you know we have so many
things that we're trying to work on that
you know with building businesses and
you know we want to buy our own home and
do so though anyways back to what I was
saying we're switching seats so now my
hobby is driving me so we you know we're
at a position right now in life where
you know we just we want to focus so
much on us
and all of the things that we're working
on so man God you scared crap out of me
oh my god here I'm having a heart to
heart talk with my husband or my heart
or talk with my my friends over slapping
back there
the scare scared me anyways the road so
we just opted to you know have that
removed today and then go ahead and just
do the shop for now and take it from
there but anyways so that is where we
are going well actually he's going to
take me two laps first I have to get
some laps done because Thursday
no what are we on ground Tuesday well I
said happy Wednesday or welcome
Wednesday know we're on Tuesday sorry
huh
trying to go a little bit faster than a
week but anyways Thursday I have my
doctor's appointment with my normal
position and Amy who we're I have that
ductus women I don't know exactly I know
he needs to go over some labs with me my
he needs a recheck my thyroid and
a 1c
I don't know
I haven't had my Sugar's checks and six
months ago so I think that's you know
we're destructing all of that which last
time everything my cholesterol
everything was actually in normal stages
so I'm not really worried about it but
you know it's always something he has to
check and keep up with especially
because I'm on so many different
medicines and stuff so we're on our way
to labs and then from there and it's
nice because all it's all in the same
facility but it's kind of further out so
he'll drop me at the labs and then I'll
do my labs then he'll drop me off at the
front doors for my Mirena appointment
after that
you know what I was just thinking he did
not prescribe me that pill to take
to open my cervix
can they just leave it up there just
forget about it it's not like he doesn't
anyways by the time you guys watch this
all I've already how to remove but keep
me in your thoughts and prayers anyways
because you know this is not a fun not a
fun employment well no well then doctor
appointments are ever fine I guess
that's
to do as women
keep the downstairs healthy
anyways alright I'll check in with you
guys later and let you guys know how
everything went
it's so nice and cool in here oh it
feels good anyways I'm just waiting to
be called back they checked me in for
this is just for me but I haven't gotten
the other part done anyways and all he
is driving around with the kids
I am checked in for the procedure no fun
here we go hey you guys and welcome to
the evening oh my gosh it has been a
long day I am trying to go through and
look at pictures because I'm tearing all
of the pictures off the wall all the
pictures off the wall
yeah I'm tearing all the pictures off
the wall yep oh you touch my pictures
look you guys somebody had to make his
appearance you aren't just saying that a
minute ago what did you say about the
pictures you're gonna take my pictures
yeah I'm tearing all the pictures off
the wall really yeah all the pictures
all the pictures off the wall oh my gosh
after all that we've been through oh my
god you guys I can never have just like
a normal moment of seriousness with my
husband in the room
um no getting serious here um but no I
do want to just redo my background a
little bit and get ready for like
summertime is like this is like it's
like depressing and I want something fun
so that is what I'm gonna be working on
but then the next probably week and a
half or so
uh but anyways so today I have my
appointment to have well I had my blood
work taken that went really well they
don't have to stick me twice you we had
to stick me twice rather than three four
five six seven twenty times twice
I got one poke here and one poke here
normally on a normal note I am not
kidding you it takes at least at least
five times if not more to get my blood
the phlebotomist all hey see if you walk
through that door cuz they're like oh
she's here we know what this is gonna
mean because they they're only
technically I think if I'm if I
understand it correctly um they're only
allowed to poke you two times or three
times and then they have to turn you
over to another full botanist and they
have to try well with me I can sometimes
go through all the full botanists that
are there and go back into the next
circle of people because sometimes it
takes that much time I mean I've had to
have blood work done in areas of your
body you would never expect to get blood
from I've had IVs put in my neck because
they can't get him in my arms I've had
IVs words poked me 19 times before they
could get a good vein they went as far
as to get me on my thumb they did blood
work on my thumb once and they also put
an IV and they've also done an IV in my
toe so ya never say you cannot be poked
on your toe by a doctor because you can
well not a doctor but a lot of us you
know the medical field um so anyways I
do get my blood work done and then we
went over and all he dropped me off for
the Mirena appointment and you guys it
was so smooth it was so easy it was like
I think the longest part of the
appointment was me and my daughter
Ruth's daughter me and my doctor
chit-chatting because he is like like I
told you guys before he is like my
favorite favorite ultimate OBGYN doctor
OB doctor anything doctor woman doctor
that I've ever ever ever ever had that I
made a true connect
with and so and it's nice because he
speaks Arabic so like when Ali's mom was
here from Egypt when I was pregnant with
s Sora it was nice because sometimes he
could explain to her in Arabic what we
were communicating so that she
understood what was going on with me and
with the pregnancy and things like that
so it was really nice and then Ollie has
been able to talk with him in Arabic
when like they're just like in the room
together not talking about me but
talking in general because he's from the
Middle East so they kind of were able to
you don't just talk or chitchat it was
nice and I think that's made it even
more of a connection but ultimately I
mean he'll come in and he'll give me a
big ol hug and he'll just be like I just
like guy I get so excited when I see you
on my list of people patience you know
and today I was getting off the table
and accidentally kicked him in the area
probably where men don't want to be
kicked but I wasn't on purpose
and I was like because we were talking
about something previous and
conversation about like birth controls
and things like that and the Kingdom he
turned back I was like oops I'm just
trying to fix you we laughed so hard but
he was just like oh my gosh but he will
tell me he's like I set aside a certain
amount of time just to be able to have
extra time to talk with you and chitchat
and catch up and stuff and that makes me
feel so special because honestly I just
adore him but anyways on to the
appointment it was such an easy
procedure to have it removed
he just literally opened the area up
that need to be opened when in got the
little strings said cough two times I
coughed and he's like okay it's out I
was like that's it there was a little
cramp like right when he pulled it out
and I was like or are you supposed to
cramp up and he said you can and not
typically you should you know not most
women don't but it doesn't mean that you
couldn't cramp a little bit but it was
just a very quick boom cramp out and it
was probably just my you know cervix and
stuff saying hey what did you just pull
for me but anyways so after that I
talked with him you know because
originally the marina was being put in
to cure my endometriosis and it wasn't
because we're doing like for any type of
contraceptive or anything like that like
I know a lot of people are like well why
can't only just go get a vasectomy but
that would defeat the purpose because
him getting a vasectomy isn't gonna help
with me with my endometriosis he's like
I'm not getting one but I mean it's just
the point
he always says like when someone says
well what about Olly get a vasectomy he
goes tell them to keep their eyes off my
pants I'm like go away but I mean it's
serious like technically him getting a
vasectomy is not gonna cure my
endometriosis I didn't get the Mirena
for birth control I got it because of
the endometriosis and so that was never
anything that was even up on the topic
of you know of things to check in to
because him doing that would not do
anything for me
so um you know we talked some more today
and I told him I said okay well what are
the next steps because clearly you know
I don't have that in you know I don't
have the marina in no more so what
happens now does the endometriosis just
go back to its raging you lunatic time
of the month when I feel like I'm gonna
die and you know and I'm bleeding so bad
that I'm going through a you know bag of
pads within like a day and we're talking
like 28 pads I can go through in a day
because of my bleeding because I
hemorrhage when I usually have my cycle
so I you know I asked him I said well
what are the the next steps you know is
there do we go ahead and go into surgery
and see how bad my end of milk endure
endure michio okay I've said it multiple
times right now I'm now my telling you
subscribe little um and he said you know
Amy you just had a c-section two years
ago or three years ago and he said
during that time if you had it really
severe we would have seen it when we
you open and nowhere in documentation
that you have a really bad case of
endometriosis not meaning it's not there
but it's not where it's entangled into
are connected to any of my bowels or you
know any of that stuff just yet it's
just maybe just there so it's starting
to cause problems but it's not at a rate
where it would be at a point where he
would feel confident to go in to do
surgery and cut anything out because
honestly in three years it's not going
to grow to the point where it would be
that bad not saying though that he
wouldn't want to do something to prevent
it from getting worse
or prevent me from having to go through
any more pain then I've had to go
through with having the endometriosis
for a while so we discussed getting the
shot and we talked about you know but
again we're talking the shot is it's not
really gonna treat endometriosis it's
you know contraceptive but again that's
not really why I'm doing this
there's the implement I think it's
called where they implant it into your
arm again it works just like the shot
and then you've got the pill which the
pill can raise your blood pressure it
causes mood swings it could cause weight
gain well I don't want it to I don't
want to do anything that's gonna hinder
me from doing what I'm trying to do
which is lose weight so after discussing
with my doctor and really getting on a
really low base I mean like we really
talked close huh and I was like okay
what do you want to do I am leaving this
in your hands I said because I trust my
life with you so you tell me what you
want me to do and I will do that and he
said honestly Amy I think that you need
to do that the Mirena
I think the IUD is going to be your best
option and I said okay I said I accept
that you know because I know he's not
gonna tell me to do something that
ultimately would hinder me or not work I
know he's not that type of a doctor
so if he didn't feel confident like he'd
said he doesn't feel confident confident
telling me to do the shot or do the
implement because he honestly doesn't
feel like it would do anything for me
and with my weight it is less likely to
be as potent as like having the IUD
which is right there in your cervix
which makes all sense I mean it does
make sense when he was explain it to all
to me and of course I don't know all the
information I just know what you know
you find out on Google and what people
tell you in general but otherwise you
don't know what really you're talking
about until you sit down and really talk
and I mean me and him talked for over a
half an hour before me and him made the
decision of what we wanted to do which
is I've decided to go ahead and make the
appointment to go into the hospital and
they will put me under go ahead and
insert with the the ultrasound leading
him he'll be able to insert it and he
said ninety nine point nine nine point
nine nine percent he can get it in the
right spot and the reason why is because
with the way that my uterus is set in my
body it's very hard to see the uterus
where he needs to be able to are the
cervix where he needs to import it or
input it in so he was has so he has a
really hard time seeing it and that's
why it was kind of like a guessing game
and we kind of both knew that going into
it the first time but he was really
hoping that it would work but it just
didn't so this time he will have me
sedated to where when he does it because
of course he's gonna have to have the
instruments up there and stuff to make
it more comfortable for me and relax me
while he's doing this instead of being
so tense he'll be able to successfully
place it in there it would be good for
five years I can have it removed at any
time just like I did today and call it
good you know and then again at five
years when it's ready to be changed what
I will do is just make an appointment
with him and we'll make the appointment
for the hospital we'll do the same thing
he'll just routinely he'll take it out
and he'll insert another one right in
while I'm on earth
sedation he does not like to do anything
that's gonna cause pain to me or any cut
mean any patient come on but I mean this
is what his professional advices and I
like I said I trust my life with him so
and that's a lot you know not every
doctor could you say that about because
there's many doctors I would not trust
my life with but with him I can place my
life in his hands and know that he would
do the best thing for me and all he
feels as comfortable as I do and as long
as we are both at peace with it and
we're both on the same you know card of
agreeing with it then we're both okay
with doing it and oli is absolutely okay
with it again he trust this doctor just
as much as I do so anyways that is the
update with that so I will keep you guys
updated on when that will be scheduled I
just have to wait for the hospital to
call and schedule the appointment I just
have to take it easy you know but really
life goes on just as it would be I was
gonna do working out today but the
doctor said not today he said just take
it easy today
so tomorrow we're kickin butt I'm really
excited because Ollie I gave that part
to Ollie I said you know what honey I
said you put my workout regiment
together you do it and I will follow and
I'm going to record it so that I could
show you guys what I'm doing and Ollie
is also monitoring and cooking all my
meals for me because right now I need
that so I'm really excited and today I
work hard work dedication dedication
I'm not investigating this but like
today so this morning I woke up and I
had like a brunch I guess you would call
it because I didn't eat before I went to
the doctor because I had to do my blood
work
so it was fasting so I had for brunch I
had which was like 140 but no it was
like what like 230 yeah I was like 230
cuz I couldn't eat before then and my
appointment was at 145 so I was like 230
I was like babe I'm getting really
hungry so he made some turkey spam and
made and scrambled egg cooked it up
brought it to me those all I ate and
then for dinner tonight I had four
pieces of little steak cubes and mistake
right the state yeah Oh a lamb oh it
didn't even know my meats for lamb
chunks and then it's called a raw which
is like a rock roh-roh off I don't know
really how to describe it but it's very
thin layers of like a bread not even a
bread it was like I guess you'd call it
like a kind of like a tostada
kind of like it's like crunchy but then
it's kind of soft because you get it wet
and then there's a little bit of meat
inside of that I know I'm explaining it
and butchering it completely if you guys
want to know look up Egyptian or raw and
you'll get a picture of what it is okay
I'll show you guys next time when he
brings it back out but anyways so that's
all I had today and I have been oops I
have been drinking my water water water
water in fact today I think that was why
they did not have a hard time getting my
blood cuz I'm so hydrated I can't seem
to stop drinking water um and that's all
I've had and that's I'm feel great so
anywho I'm gonna close here I have
another video that I'm working on so I
will be putting that one up and of
course I'm gonna be wearing the same
clothes because you know that's how I
roll anyways I love you guys thank you
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